i sleep very early now

- because work is tiring and i wake up early. which means 11pm is my bedtime, and i love it

lately the grace and love i'm receiving and feeling from God is just indescribable, literally i cannot express it in words. i've tried, and it just came out incoherent.

"where the grace of God is missed, bitterness is born. but where the grace of God is embraced, forgiveness flourishes..."

and a random psalm verse that is absolutely beautiful is ps 30:11
"you changed my sorrow into dancing. you took away my clothes of sadness, and clothed me in happiness" in ncv version


He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realize just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.

oh how He loves us, sigh so undeserved -_- thank you Jesus, thank-you.

Christmas eve

Had to work from 9-3 today, but the boss is paying everyone a full day's wage :) he gave everyone some bonuses too yay

Wanted to kill some time by shopping after work but omg. Ended up driving near the entrance and going straight home. There was just WAY too much traffic, it was gross.

Had a wonderful dinner with family- 13 of us! Then we all opened presents and watched "night at the museum 2." it was really fun :)

And then Jesus was welcomed into the world. What a beautiful night!

ooookkk

working life means you just have fewer hours in the day running your errands and stuff...

so i actually feel busier than i did compared to being a full time student. -__-

a big bag of emo

disappointment, jealousy (the good kind), confusion, fear, grace, love
- what a big bag of emotions mixed in a week!

for now, it seems like a new chapter is being opened. praying that God will continue to open doors for me :)

i wish getting A's at community college was as easy as getting A's at ucla -_- i fail at school!

and i got my first paycheck today. man, i miss clicc :P

In my life...

I want to be able to witness a meteor shower, no matter the time of night, length to drive, how I get there...

Simply seeing one or two pass by while driving is not good enough!

oh praise the Lord woot woot woot!

thank you Jesus for getting me a job!

starting work tomorrow, pay's not that great, but I'm not asking for much at this point :P ptL!

now i will kick physio in the butt tonight, and praise Him all the way through it. woot woot woot =)

and the cold is AWESOME. i look over the buildings and see beautiful snow on top of the mountains! i want to play in the snowwwwwwwwww.

a strange and silly classmate, who is male, asked the professor (very loudly i might add), "can YOU (emphasize this and bring it 2 pitches higher) explain to me the vagina? i don't get it!" oh reproductive system, you are indeed special!