never a good sign.
went to bed last night, spent an hour trying to go to sleep, only to be consumed by thoughts of my future, if i'm even going to make it into pharm school, or grad school, when will i get a job? when will God give me that flashing green light to make the next step in my life? yeah, try getting to sleep with all that going on in your head.
and then my hypocritical parents who tell me to focus on studies, do well in school! then on the other hand, when are you going to get a job? my friend's son/daughter went straight to pharmacy school after she graduated! why are you such a failure?
as if i need their reminder that i'm a failure, i already know that.
oh Jesus how i need you now.
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